August 15, 2021
It’s been forever!
To my credit, I have been busy with my art.
Actually, I have big news: The exhibition is happening! I’m so excited.
I know, I have not talk much about my art and been busy instead talking about personal problems.
But hey! Aren’t you my friend, my one and only true friend that is bound to listen to me talk about my drama?
Michael has been very supportive of my art. He says I’m going to become the next Frida.
I hope not.
So today I went to speak to my agent. Yes!! I have an agent now, she will be handling my events.
My first exhibition will take place next month. A lot of people will be there. I have been told the place gets packed no matter what.
Imagine that? I can’t. But I also can’t wait for it to happen. I’m excited for this new chapter of my life.
Here I come Lucile!!!
SEPTEMBER 3, 2021
The exhibition was a huge success.
I sold all my paintings.
My manager already is talking about another exhibit in downtown San Myshuno. Everyone is so happy for me.
Except, Michael never showed to the show.
He gave me a halfassed excuse as to why, and I pretended to believe it. Truth is, we have been growing apart since this whole thing with the exhibit started.
He is supportive of my art, but at the same time I feel as though it has been keeping us from being together.
NO. I always do this.
I always blame myself for something I have no control over.
On top of it all, I have not tell you perhaps the biggest surprise.
I saw Matthew.
He was at the exhibit.
He said he came to see me, to celebrate my success.
I couldn’t believe it.
When I wanted nothing else but Matthew to be with me, he was not. And now, he shows up and he is the least person I wanted to see.
Love is so complicated. Why?
Matthew looked so handsome. I feel so sad for us. There are many question I want to ask him. I just don’t think I have the time to care.