April 13, 2021
If I were to come and write on these pages every night, I would not have an interesting story to tell you dear journal.
As it is, my life right now is pretty static.
I will, though, try to conform to my own rules and not speak of him. In fact, life here in Windenburg has become more and more pleasing.
Everyone has gone about their lives,
and no one ever mentions him anymore.
That is a plus.
At least for me, because I don’t have to deal with how my heart was left shattered in peaces like broken glass.
Okay… enough Jade! Let’s carry on with reality.
I now have a house.
I know!! It’s exciting. The flowers haven’t bloom yet, whoever understand weather in Windenburg please explain because I don’t… whoever reads this diary. In the future. Hi!
April 16, 2021
Today at the gym I made a new friend.
Yes he is a male.
And yes, he is haaawt. But we are just friends.
He said he had lost his cellphone, but he really just wanted to talk to me for some reason. Why couldn’t he just say hi from the start? Men are too dramatic.
His name is Michael… why? Isn’t there another letter in the alphabet where I am concerned?
April 18, 2021
Michael has been coming to the gym regularly.
Okay so have I. So what? Shoot me.
We are still just friends. And that is okay with me. I like flirting with him.
Oh! I almost forgot. Can you believe I became friends with the oldest celebrity in town?
I have no idea what made her think I was interested?
April 19, 2021
Dear pages of this journal,
I have no words for what transpired tonight. But I have to say, I either don’t get myself or I’m a liar.
Okay, so Michael and I went to the new club in town. It’s the place everyone has been talking about.
We were having a good time, dancing, laughing, taking pictures… flirting.
Then I saw Cindy.
Yes. THE Cindy.
I couldnt help ignoring her.
WHAT? She deserves it.
I was really afraid that Michael would like her. That everything will repeat.
It seems Cindy is the kind of girl everyone likes. Except for me.
Michael picked up on my jealousy – so he said. As if.
He got upset. Something about me comparing him to another man. Is there really such a thing? Or men are just dramatic?
He said he was living. So I said bye.
But he stood there.
Looking at me with a blank face.
Then… the most incredible thing happened.
I have no idea what came over me; him; us. It was NUTS.
But we kissed.