I guess I have to put this here: WARNING! This story contains strong language and violence.
Note from the author: Hey guys! Back with the second part to the 3rd chapter. Oh you thought you had enough of Ji for one chapter? Tsk, tsk. Hehe.
If you are confused by the strange style of story telling read this GUIDE first.
It’s all for her. It always was,
and always will be.
“No smoking here, you know that.”
“What do you want to drink? I’ll get that started.”
“Wow, this sure wasn’t the greeting I was expecting but I like it.”
“Shut up and kiss me.”
“This isn’t how you normally are… what’s wrong?
“Did you miss me this much?
“Huh! I doubt it —
“What are you doing?”
“Hold it… not this way.”
“Shhh. That beautiful mouth shouldn’t be doing anything else but kissing me.”
“I love you.”
Time is moving… but still, I’m not.
I’m awake, alone;
she is not here, and I know if I reach out my arm to the other side of the bed it should be empty. Cold.
And I like it that way; the cold feel of the sheets between my hand. It reminds me of what I must do.
But tonight I don’t feel the coldness of the sheets.
Someone is laying next to me; but still… its not her.
“Where are you going?”
There is something I must do. Something I promised.
“Ji… stay a bit longer.”
“I have a class to teach.”
That’s why I came to New Haven, the city of new beginnings;
Only I came in search of the end.
“Oh my God. I forgot.”
“Where the hell are my shoes?”
“By the foot of the bed.”
“It’s just hard to picture you as a teacher.”
I’m a man of routine. I like routines. If only she could understand that?
“I bet you have all those annoying girls under your spell.”
But it doesn’t matter anymore; nothing does.
She is not here anymore. She is not. She is gone…
God! I miss her so much.
“Is that ‘I love you’ in Korean?”
“You said you love me.
“Last night, you said you love me.
“Ji, I love you too.”
“You don’t remember?
“You weren’t drunk!”
“Oh God! What am I doing?”
“I’m sorry Eva… I”
“Ji wait –”
“No. It was all a mistake… I’m so sorry.”
“What the fuck!!”
“Shhhh. You’ll wake up Elias.”
“Holly Mother of Jesus!”
“How the hell did you get in here?”
“Jensen, listen –“
“Stay right there.”
“What are you doing?”
“Someone just broke into my house. Please come quickly I’m at…”
“Stop it. That’s not going to solve anything.”
“No. Leave me alone.”
“Stop it Jensen. I’m your wife you gotta listen to me!”
“You must listen to me. I’m your wife. Jourdan Dunn Tomo. Fifteen years in the future I’m your wife.”
“This is insane. You’re insane.”
“I came from the future. Year 2028, we are married to one another. I know it’s impossible to believe at the moment, and I don’t have time to prove it to you. But this is the truth okay?”
“This whole night, has been… a fucking dream.”
“I wish it to end.
“Sometimes I think I’m doing wrong by existing.
“Maybe I should just disappear. Blow away… into the emptiness.”
“I must deserve this. Otherwise, it wouldn’t be happening to me.”
“Stop being so dramatic.”
“Look, Jourdan. I don’t know who you are, and don’t care either way. Now would you please stop this? Please? My life is already a mess, I don’t need you to make it worse.”
“Should I ring or not?”
“What should I do?”
“I don’t want to hurt your feelings. You’re obviously upset about something and are reacting… crazy.
“I don’t know, but I suggest you go back to your house, or hospital if you came from there.
“I’m leaving, so should you… before the owner of the house comes back and calls the cops on you.
“Something I should be doing instead…”
“Thank you God! Good. This is good.”
“I don’t have another choice but to prove it to you, do I?”
“Well, Maria is about to ring the bell. The girl you are in love with is her, isn’t it?”
“How do you…?”
“She is about to ring the bell; she is standing outside thinking if whether she has made the right choice in coming here or not.
“If…if she decides she has made the right choice –and I think she will –she will ring the bell, you will open the door and leave with her. Maria and you almost made it, if it weren’t for me. This must be the time you and her start dating.”
“Are you serious?
“Are you fucking serious?”
I have used items from these creators (not a complete list sorry. You can find some of them linked on my page “Credits”):
- Peacemaker ic
- JS sims
- I Like The Sims
- Aikea Guniea
- AfterDark Sims
- Mimoto & Julsy
- Frau Engel
- simply kitsch